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In response to:Cut your teeth on turquoise harmonicas....

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 13:09:41 +0100

I don't understand why you have to prove anything to anyone... You could just go to the school reunion and have fun as you had in the old days.
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Cristian - Drug Rehab Center
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In response to:Pheromones, Choices and unrequitedness

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:57:38 +0200

Ah the old 'men are like busses' dilemma... Well, just bear in mind that you're not forced to choose between them! If none of them are quite right then don't go for it, there'll be someone out there who'll you fancy for inexplicable reasons..

In response to:Cut your teeth on turquoise harmonicas....

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 21:16:19 +0200

Probably just a normal sized one, otherwise you wouldn't be able to rock it. Don't forget your slippers...

In response to:Cut your teeth on turquoise harmonicas....

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 21:06:31 +0200

I'd put lots of house plants in it and sit in it in my rocking chair drinking gin. (When I'm old, or just feel like gin). Could you fit a rocking chair in it? I'll get a big one.

In response to:Cut your teeth on turquoise harmonicas....

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 20:45:10 +0200

I live in a flat in the roof of an old building and the kitchen ceiling slopes into a turret at the back. It is pretty nice, despite the decor needing a sprucing up (I rent so can't touch it :-( )

I did know someone who had an actual turret room, which was great but pretty pointless as was too small to use it for anything! Bizarre...

In response to:Cut your teeth on turquoise harmonicas....

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:03:21 +0200

I love dancing like a loon, it's the only way to dance. What's a turreted kitchen. Have you got one of those corner houses with a kind of turret, because that's what I'm imagining and I've always wanted to live in a house with one. Always. Never even been in one. One day.

In response to:Pwei....

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 00:06:10 +0200

Er... thanks! I guess...
Yeah do wonder sometimes if writing down bad thoughts does more harm than good. In my case anyway. But I don't hate myself - sometimes just the things that happen in my life. And there's plenty of others out there who do - I just chose to air mine.

In response to:Pwei....

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 23:53:05 +0200

Your blog makes for some good reading, actually.
A bit more intersting than most on here - but i guess it still contains the main points nearly everyones blog does on this site:

1. Relationship problems
2. Self loathing
3. Boredom

It's not a critisism, merely an observation. Have a look around, you'll also find Number 4 in most posts from people.

4. Suicide attempts

Me? None of the above, i'm just out of my fucking mind - on every level.

Anyway, i'm bleating on here, as i said above - good blog.
Chin up, Fucker.

All the best
Brendan :]

In response to:I'm walking on dangerous ground

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 11:44:56 +0200

Don’t send it!

“I've moved on from everything and am happy”

Really, well why have you sent this email then?

“if you feel that you finally have the courage to actually give me an explanation . . . and no excuses please . . . then you can. I don't want to go over old ground”

I don’t know what you’re expecting, and I don’t know either of you, but I’ll wager what you’ll get is going over old ground and excuses.

I’m glad you had the sense not to send it. Move on and be happy.

In response to:Obsessions and Addictions

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 23:17:49 +0200

Okay I've just realised how dodgy and wrong my post sounds! Hmmm... perfectly innocent things to be honest! Mainly tv shows, site hopping to find new music (this is an art in itself) and downlaoding podcasts - can't seem to get enough of it!

In response to:Obsessions and Addictions

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 23:11:29 +0200

What do you like to do and look at on the internet ?
- all best wishes , ~ MaRTIN . - x - .

In response to:Obsessions and Addictions

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 15:33:27 +0200

Already done my friend....

In response to:Obsessions and Addictions

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:14:13 +0200

I'm not sure what to say to that. But it is an interesting thing. How different people deal in different ways with the same problem.

From a human nature perspective it is intriguing.

But tragic.

Pearson.

In response to:Obsessions and Addictions

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 13:54:09 +0200

Go and get some alcohol!

In response to:It's not my birthday but I can cry if I want to.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 17:00:45 +0200

I went through a similar thing quite a while back and even now I still get the occasional pang of sadness/anger/frustration about it.
Hope things work out ok for you, I'd suggest going out with this other bloke, at least it might take your mind of it.