So I decided to set a test, an experiment if you will, to record people's reactions to certain aspects that occur in my life. Yesterday's test subject passed, rather spectacularly I might add. Part of me wishes he hadn't.

Me, on the other hand, failed rather miserably in all respects. I keep telling myself that I learnt something from it. Not sure if I did. Not sure if the answer I got was what I wanted either. Through all my searching, there are some things I'd rather not discover. I'm rather annoyed about that. In the words of Annabel, I am, really badly rubbish.