So I think I'm giving off pheromones. I can't explain it any other way. I mean, I was never popular in school, it never was my time. I found myself at uni and I guess since then my love life's been a constant episode of unrequited relationships, brief flings... oh and my relationship with the ex of course. At the time I thought I'd finally come into my own. Little did I realise then, what I do now.

So just as I'm begginning another chapter in the Story of Tabitha, I find myself surrounded by a flurry of guys. I know I complained before about a lack of male company, but this, this is not what I asked for. Well not entirely. Yes it's flattering, and no I'm not complaining, its just.... odd. I mean did I just flick this switch somewhere and they all came running? Am I sending out desperation vibes? 'Cause right now I'm just not feeling like that...

The Other One said I have this charm, this smile; that he doesn't doubt it will cause me trouble and bring me happiness all in abundance. I don't think I can count on his views right now. But then my dreams about Mr H only serve to make me doubt my own. This is usually the time when intuition kicks in, only when your head and heart seem to be constantly at odds with each other, it's often hard to know who to listen to.

Some of these men are just odd, some are I'm sorry, just plain ugly, and others well... I don't know. I just wish fate would come and make a decision for me so that I don't have to.